well, this is awkward

Who’s dumb? I am!

I wanted to watch Labyrinth to see why all the fangirls, but got myself Pan’s Labyrinth instead and watched it after midnight as a bonus.

Dark war topic, pretty nasty onscreen graphic violence and gore, not to mention blood, quite a few choice bits for a nightmare fodder, many killings…

Not a good goodnight movie. Actually, a thing I’d usually avoid.

Please wacky 80’s Labyrinth, download faster!

Before that I’m going to re-watch RotG on some shitty cam rip to soothe my headache and shivers.

jumpingjacktrash:

haha i mentioned being christian and instantly lost two followers

i wonder if that would’ve happened if i mentioned being jewish or buddhist

dang fundie fringe pissing in the pool and ruining it for everyone, now people hear ‘christian’ and they think i’m some bigot wackjob

they act like the NT…

It’s tough being a part of a group that has a bad reputation thanks to some assholes.

Hmmm. That actually sounds like I’m talking about Homestuck fandom.

You could try screaming around something along the lines of “HI I’M A QUEER CHRISTIAN THAT DOESN’T FURIOUSLY HATE ON OTHER RELIGIONS AND DOESN’T IGNORE SCIENCE NOR THE FACT THAT MY RELIGION IS ABOUT LOVE AND YES I WANT WOMEN TO HAVE THEIR RIGHTS, FOR EXAMPLE THE RIGHT TO DECIDE IF THEY WANT AN ABORTION.” I actually did that once or twice.

Though the usual reaction around here to admitting that you’re a christian are raised eyebrows and maybe something along the lines of “And do you also believe in unicorns and magic?”. Religion is considered to be kind of silly and too supernatural to be useful, compared to science and other rational stuff.

And yes, I believe in unicorns and magic, too.

Aaaaaaaa shiiiiiit, I forgot that my Roxy tshirt is pretty heat sensitive and pressed too much when ironing on the pink mutie head and now it has a fugly yellow steam iron imprint SOB.

Unless mom has some miraculous advice on whitening the area, I’ve effectivelly ruined my Roxy cosplay for this evening, dammit. I’ve been on the ironing duty since I was bloody thirteen and I’ve never burned anything, so the first time it happens OF COURSE it has to be cosplay I won’t be able to replace anytime soon. GOOD JOB, MESI.

Now the question is

to Kankri

or not to Kankri

and leave it for tommorrow when I’ll have my facepaint.

I guess I’ll just go as Mesitka bluuuuuh.

Guess who’s back?

And I’m really, really glad to be home, because stay at grandma’s was really horrible, SIGH.

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When you hink you’re tough and can withstand nasty comments,

and then a person that already brought so much bad into your life and betrayed your trust and showed you how ugly can personalities be,

person that net-stalked you,

and you refused to communicate with them for more than a year after all the nasty shit they told you,

eventually behaves civil enough that you start replying and (coldly) communicating with them again.

And then

they post a cruel nasty comment how you’ve never seen domestic violence even from a running train and you should stop trying to draw comics about it

and should shut up

and stop trying to self-insert everywhere

and you just stare in horror at the coment and hyperventilate and shake and cry.

How could I ever think this person was my friend.

Why would he do such things. Why.

That feeling of absolute helpless rage when the comissioner takes the commisioned picture of a dark-haired girl and alters the picture with the “help” of magic wand so it looks absolutely hideous only because they like blondes and want every character around to be blonde.

Without your consent.

Without ever fucking telling you that they wanted something else.

Without telling you anything.

Basically flipping you off.

AAAAARGH.

My 1st tumblr rant - RPG stuff

sidninkoutek:

Někdy si říkám, jestli náhodou nemluvím nějakou jinou řečí… 

Případová studie: 

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Je krasne, kdyz lidi uprimne a pozorne poslouchaji a nejsou tak sprosti, ze by kompletne ignorovali cokoliv reknes a zaplacli na to svuj nazor, no ne?

Ne, ted vazne, tenhle arogantni pristup je mor a nejhorsi je, ze na to neni lek. Muzes se na ne jen vykaslat, ani oplacet stejnou nefunguje XD;

Oh come on, life!
When Hate Comes Into Office

Let me give you a little snippet from a text that made me shake with anger today:

“… and in no way (do I want) europeism, humanrightism, genderism, multiculturalism, feminism, antidiscrimination, political correctness, oikophobia, ecumenism, positive discrimination, homosexualism, … … environmentalism, International Criminal Court, …”

(all horrific mutations, like “homosexualism” above are very precise translations from the text)

The person who wrote the thing above is a chairman of a citizens association that is claiming to “support civil rights and liberties and also traditional values of Czech culture and statehood” while in their manifesto they scream about rejecting “sexless society program imposed from above”, refusing to “melt in the melting pot of rootless cosmopolitanism” and claiming to “recognize the value of authentic religion” and “reject its managed removal from public life as well as its misuse for non-religious purposes”. (You can read the whole horrible thing here.)

The chairman was one of the people who stood against the gay parade in Prague the most and was actively trying to prevent it.

Members of this association, led by the chairman, were also demonstrating few years ago with banners saying “Intellectuals fuck off!” (a loose translation). 

And

above mentioned chairman is currently the advisor of the Minister of Education, Youth and Sports.

Just… what.

And

he was suggested for this position by the Office of the President of the Republic.

And

the president was actually publicly agreeing with this person’s opinions. Even on the gay parade. (While majority of Czech politicians were neutral or on the side of the parade… Mayor of Prague be blessed for the right choice and resisting all that hate and pressure.)

I’m sorry, just…

what the fuck is wrong with those people?

Hello extremism, racism, xenophobia, chauvinism, ultranationalism, hate, intolerance and all the things that make this world ugly. Haven’t seen you for a while.

Please, gentlemen, let me throw up on your shoes, because all of this makes me sick.

back and tired and pissed

Kraków was wonderful.

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My travelling companion, though, was not. She was gifted with awesome sense of direction, that one is sure and appreciated and I often vocally expressed that so it would be obvious.

Unfortunately, said companion doesn’t seem to be blessed with as awesome personality, because I haven’t heard a single goddamn kind word from her for the whole trip and the constant nagging and insults did little to my mood and self-confidence. I felt like shit and whatever I did was crap and fail and when I finally got tired of all the insults and asked to her to stop, I got screeched at that I’m only constantly complaining and she, that poor thing, does everything and I even dare to say shit. Conclusion? Every fucking positive thing I said was ignored and her personality sucks big time.

When I tried to solve it peacefully she made a scene as soon as it was obvious I’m not gonna have a pitifest for her, took her bag, threw seating tickets at me and stormed away to take a train in the opposite direction like an angry primadonna that is trying and failing at the look of wounded doe.

Which left me alone hundreds of kilometres from home, practically tearing up, to wait five hours for an international bus. Then, after a lone ride, another four hours at night at a train station.

At least from the moment the drama queen left I kept meeting only nice people and even on the train station I spent some time talking to a nun, then policemen started stopping at my seat to chat and later a nice mommy with a cute kiddo.

But really.

What the fuck, lady.

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Detailed info will be shared at this week’s tearoom, need to snuggle mah friends and whine for eternity. Bell-chan, prepare your bosom, I plan to make it my main comfort place cuz I missed it big time (rest of you too, ofc)! <333